Monday, 21 September 2009;
21:37
How I wish~
How I envy~
But no matter how the outcome, I'll try to make things goes right..
No longer feeling motivated..
No longer having the energy, the force to push me forward..
Damn it..!! Whenever I things were going my way, they'll jus make a sudden turn which caught me off guard, leaving me wif no strength to turn it ard..
I've made a choice, and that choice tat i made cos me disappointment.
But its choice of gamble, either u lose it or u gain it..
Yes, I've lost it.
All, I can hope is situation to be even better den wat it used to be..
I have to face it with an optimistic view.
It can be done, I can do it.. (All I can do is inject tis thinking to make me feel better)
What lies ahead for me, I seriously looking forward to it but I'm not pinning much high hope.
Health is really impt when u're here in tis world, I can't ask for nth more now.
I'm still so much further into competing my inner self. The one that I'm still yet to defeat..
Really need alot of courage.
Shine & Smile Always
Wednesday, 16 September 2009;
22:34
It's been awhile since I blog from my last post..
Can't say tat I'm busy, lazy should be the best word to describe this feeling..
Seriously, I didn't noe wat to post in my blog anymore..
Trying to make my life a private one i guess..
So much so MUCH things to do and learn..
Finally life is not wat it meant to be, like a dream, for me..
I have so many opportunity but lacking of courage and commitment to do so..
Anyway, Met losts of new frens during my work in Ferragamo sales. Can say that I'm really happy working there during the last 5 days there..
Been saving money for my driving and Fitness instructing course lately bcos the job are alrdy there waiting for me but jus lacking of the cert... Can't wait to work in a gym and train ppl which i believe will be my passion for the days to come..
Not forgetting mediacorp acting chances.. Something stopping me bcos of maybe the shyness and the passion in acting but I like the advertising modeling.. tempting.~~ SHould I or not..? HmmZzz..
Shine & Smile Always
