Monday, 21 September 2009;
21:37
How I wish~
How I envy~
But no matter how the outcome, I'll try to make things goes right..
No longer feeling motivated..
No longer having the energy, the force to push me forward..
Damn it..!! Whenever I things were going my way, they'll jus make a sudden turn which caught me off guard, leaving me wif no strength to turn it ard..
I've made a choice, and that choice tat i made cos me disappointment.
But its choice of gamble, either u lose it or u gain it..
Yes, I've lost it.
All, I can hope is situation to be even better den wat it used to be..
I have to face it with an optimistic view.
It can be done, I can do it.. (All I can do is inject tis thinking to make me feel better)
What lies ahead for me, I seriously looking forward to it but I'm not pinning much high hope.
Health is really impt when u're here in tis world, I can't ask for nth more now.
I'm still so much further into competing my inner self. The one that I'm still yet to defeat..
Really need alot of courage.
Shine & Smile Always
